One Day It Will Be Okay

 As I sit here listening to Hans Zimmer to help calm me down as I am trying to find the right wording for this entire post, so many things come to mind.

The world recently lost a beautiful person named Matthew Langford Perry. He was and always will be well known for his role as Chandler Bing on Friends along with many other things. When I first seen the headline that he had died, I’ll be honest I didn’t want to believe it. It made me cry because I was such a huge fan. I know he had many struggles in life and that it may seem crazy I’m incredibly sad over the world losing someone I didn’t even know personally but it just has brought up so many emotions and feelings as I keep hearing about it. 

It honestly just is an easy reminder of how absolutely difficult life is for some. You truly never know what someone else is going through. I’m still personally dealing with some major losses in my life. I know I will always struggle with grief but in this season of life that I’m in , it’s just so hard. There have been lots of emotional moments both big and small. It’s also amazing to me how you can grieve over someone you never truly ever knew personally knew. 

This is a great reminder of just how short life is so live it as fully as possible to which I’m currently learning how to do as someone who struggles with depression. As the holidays get closer,  the sadness grows and the tears flow, I have to simply remember remind myself that it will be okay one day. 

I chose the song Distance By Wolfgang Van Halen as my song for when I lost my grandfather and I listen to it often ❤️

My heart is with those in a difficult season 🤍

X,

MS

💗