AndJustLikeMolly

  And just like that it has been two years since the world lost one of the greatest men ever. The man that the world lost was my grandfather. If you know me personally then you know that I had a very special relationship with him. It’s been very hard on my family and I.   When I first started this blog I was not sure what I would write about because I have too many ideas. I’m one of the most random people you will ever meet and I love to write. I write about how I feel. This is one of the many ways I try to channel my grief and share my pain with the world. I’m not sharing it to gain sympathy but so others know that they are not alone.  My grief journey has been quite the emotional adventure to say the very least. Most days I feel lost because I’m still so numb from the pain. I was watching a show the other day and they happened to be talking about grief. One of the ladies on the show was giving advice to another lady and she said the second year is always the hardest after losing a lo

  Did you know that if you say Rabbit Rabbit on the first day of each month, it’s supposed to bring you good luck so that’s what I am going to start doing so feel free to join and do it with me!   As August begins and my birthday approaches along with the anniversary a loss that has impacted me in so many ways, it’s made me think about how I’ve managed to keep myself all together despite struggling all this time and how blessed I am. While I still am struggling I personally feel like I have grown so much as person. I    have learned a lot more of what I love and what I don’t love. I have learned to fall in love with stuff I used to love once upon a time all over again.    I have also learned self care is a major priority no matter what. One of the best things I’ve also learned is that I sure as heck am not the same person I was almost two years ago or even a year ago. I am a heck of a lot stronger  You see I used to be afraid of getting older and maybe I still am in some ways but I hav