My Grandfather’s First Birthday In Heaven

​I’m trying to keep it together as I type this. It is officially my grandfather’s first birthday in Heaven. It truly is going to be hard to celebrate without him here physically. It’s extremely hard when you lose anyone especially a grandparent you were close with. I recently seen a recipe online for something with strawberry rhubarb ( something he loved ) and I instantly thought of him. I know he would love the new strawberry frosty flavor at Wendy’s. I wish I could take him a drumstick cone because that was one of his very favorites. I know it’s real but I’m still not quite used to the fact that I can’t hear his voice say ‘’ Is that you Milly Mo ‘’ which by the way was his special nickname for me. I miss his hugs. It’s truly hard when I’m shopping because I will sometimes see a shirt or something that I think he would look so good in. He had a tan complexion so he looked good in a lot of things especially stripes. If I got anything from him it was mainly the  love of a good fountain coke. He was truly very handsome and absolutely hilarious. My pawpaw is very missed but I know he is with me everyday. I keep seeing red birds in my yard and I always think it’s him because they go in the garden area where he is checking on the tomatoes which was one of his very favorite things ever.  I could probably tell you a million things about him but one thing for sure is that he was truly the best pawpaw a girl could ever ask for and an amazing person! 🤍